I made the mistake of checking CNN at lunch and spoiled my appetite. I’m not exaggerating when I say that my worst fears for public education were just confirmed today by Betsy’s DeVos’s confirmation. I’d be lying if I said I was shocked, but somewhere between disappointed and devastated sounds about right.
And for about the hundredth time in the past few weeks, I thought, “What now? What’s next?”
Ironically, I had another tab open on my laptop while I was reading the news. It was this blog post by Parker Palmer on Krista Tippett’s fantastic website On Being. Palmer was writing on an unrelated topic, but as usual, his words had profound relevance for the moment. Here’s what he had to say:
“…you may be asking the vexing question, ‘What can I do?’ For me, the answer begins within, then moves out into the world.
…Here’s where many of us get stuck, thinking of how little power we possess compared to the enormity of our nation’s problems. So let’s listen to the wisdom of writer and activist Wendell Berry who reminds us that, when it comes to big problems, there’s never been one big answer, only a million-million little ones.
If you believe that the little thing you’re doing can’t possibly make a big-picture difference, remember Berry’s words:
‘We don’t have a right to ask whether we’re going to succeed or not. The only question we have a right to ask is what’s the right thing to do?’”
Well, at the moment, I don’t really know what to do. So in the absence of that, I just invented a heuristic to ground my thinking. I’m calling it “IN SPITE OF / ON BEHALF OF / BECAUSE OF.” Here’s how it worked for me:
IN SPITE OF Betsy Devos’s confirmation, I will keep working…
ON BEHALF OF public education…
BECAUSE OF my belief that the world will become more just and peaceful only if all children have an equal opportunity to thrive and grow.
At the moment, I still don’t know what to do exactly, but I’m hoping this statement can be a starting place that will allow me to follow Parker Palmer’s advice to “[begin] within, and then [move] out into the world.
If you try the heuristic for yourself, will you let me know how it worked for you? I’d love to hear your statements and feel inspired.